car or truck?

I dont really know what to post.. I'm gonna start drivers ed in acouple days :) so ill be able to get my license and then a car. My grama says that I shouldn't buy my cousins Ford Escort cause she apparently dosn't think its good enough. I know it...

I've never cried this hard..

I've never cried this hard before..I can't believe I'm so broken over this, I can't believe I'm still so in love with her. I can't stand this thought in my head! I can't stand the thought of..of her tranfering the love she had for me over to him. I...

random post

I Think we all have that one person that is just able to melt all of our resistance. They give you that look and do that voice and all of a sudden you're waking up undressed next to her. I wanna keep yesterday night and yesterday still alive but..I...

at 2 o'clock in the morning

Don't you just hate it when your thinking so much that you forget to sleep? I do. Thinking about what my next blog post is going.to be, about how I'm going to catch up on two weeks of classes and get my other assignments in on time. About Gennie, my...

just friends.

 Don't know what I'm doing.. I miss you so much, I don't know what to do without my best friend. I wish It wasn't hard for us to be just Friends, or I wish I was numb so I wouldn't bother you any more and so that you could forget me..I also wish you...

My new hobby

I figured out what I wanna do this summer, to help keep me busy and help keep me in shape im gonna start longboarding (mostly because im tired of my crappy skateboard lol). With the new bike trail (The High Tresle trail) near my house it'd be perfect...

To kiss a mocking jay.

Last night Becca called me- or well..had me call her. either way we were talking on the phone and I kept asking like, questions I had really wanted to ask before but thought that they would be to hurtful or rude or something..but just, we kinda talked...

Day 4

Today when I woke up, as always I checked twitter to see if she posted anything (I think ts partly habit lol) Anyways Its been a long 4 days and i realized something, How much I actually relied on her even though I tried not to. Like on the nights I...

How do you mend a broken heart?

How do you mend a broken heart? how do you pick up the peices and carry on after everything inside you has been all but brought into nonexistance; after the very roots of the garden in your heart have been uprooted and ripped out? When all you feel is...