Don't know what I'm doing.. I miss you so much, I don't know what to do without my best friend. I wish It wasn't hard for us to be just Friends, or I wish I was numb so I wouldn't bother you any more and so that you could forget me..I also wish you wouldn't hate yourself so much. I wish you could see how beautiful you really are.
You told me that it'd take 5 years for us to be able to be friends..I wish it woulnt take that long but, Bek if you ever read this- you always have a friend in me. no matter how long its been since we last talked, no matter what. I told you I'd always love you..I didn't lie. I care nd ill try to be there to listen if you ever need.. Please stay strong.